Death.

The past days has made me think about death- how it looks and feels like. After a series of deaths of friends, acquaintances and random people, I wonder when life tells me it's all over. When you're in your death bed, or when you're driving a car about to crash, when you're laughing with friends and someone suddenly attacks you, is there really a kiss of death? Do you really get to taste it? Will we see the Angel of Death?

I wonder if I'd see the medical team trying to resuscitate my body while my soul's got a bird's eye view of the Code Blue that's happening. Or if I die in a car accident, I wonder if I'd try to deny that I'm dead. Will I still be able to access my Facebook account and read everyone's wall posts of condolences, goodbyes and messages from my laptop that's always turned on? I wonder how it feels like to be dead- seriously.

If I die today and get to see Christine and AJ Perez wherever death takes me, would we consider each other "batch mates" since we all died on the same week? Like, do we say "Ui, nice meeting you, how have you been doing? Me, I'm great, I died because of laughing too much with my friends, I forgot to breathe"

I only said I wonder how it feels like. Nothing more, nothing less.

P.S.

If you die someday and get back from the dead (like of you have a near-death experience), tell me, okay?